H.O.T Forever

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Damn, I’m already days behind… seriously? 

Day o3.) Your Ultimate Kpop Guy Bias? 

Without a doubt, Moon HeeJun. He’s been my bias since I was 15 years old. I loved his voice, his face, his hair, his mannerisms, even when he went seriously bishi on their 5th album with his concept, I still loved him to pieces, more so than any other idol. And I’ve defended him more than any other idol. I’m not delusional however. I accept that he has his faults and quirks, but I love him anyway. His voice moves me like no one elses. Despite KangTa being the main vocalist of H.o.T, and I do love me some h.o.t naw, I always loved HeeJun Oppa’s voice more. His voice singing the chorus for “Free to Fly” on a show made it my favorite song for years. 

He’ll just always be my #1. <3

Day o4.) Your Ultimate Kpop Girl Bias?

Most people who actually READ my blog posts know that Ock Ju Hyun was my fem bias because we’re only a year apart, and for a long time she and I were the same size / weight. Until Finkl disbanded or took a break or whatever they call it, and she came back after all her yoga nonsense and had lost all her baby fat. I was so mad at her. SOOOO mad. Everyone else was like “oh unnie you’re so pretty” “oh you look so much better now” and I wanted to say “FUCK YOU” to each and every one of them. She was gorgeous before she lost the weight there was nothing wrong with her then, why weren’t you her fan then?? It just irritated me.

I think I’ve grown up a lot and gotten over the fact that not all people are comfortable in their skin, and it was wrong of me to want her to stay the same just for me. It was selfish. She’ll always be my #1 Fem Bias because of her voice, and because for a long time, she made me feel better about being me. No other fem idol has done that. :)

Day o5.) Your favorite Kpop song from your favorite guy group?

Hmm, my favorite NRG song. Umm… I have to pick three. I have to I’m sorry! I would say “Dream” from their 2nd album Race, “Nuh! Nah! (You! Me!)” from their 3rd album, and then “Antonio” which was written by MyungHoon for HwanSung after he passed away. It never appeared on any album, but it was performed at concerts, especially their concert in China, Shanghai I think. Where all the members started to break down and cry. It was really hard to watch. I didn’t listen to NRG for years after Hwan Sung passed away. 
Watching their concert dvd, where the members tried to sing, and HwanSung’s parents and sister were standing in the audience, and one by one all the members broke down and cried, I took the vcd out, put it in the box and couldn’t watch it again for a year. It was really hard for me to accept that HwanSung was gone. These three songs, mostly because one was his name sake, remind me of him. We were the same age. Both 81 line. Now some people don’t understand why that’s even important, and I can’t explain why it is. It just is. He was my peer, someone I could have known in school, sat next to at one point, gone to prom with perhaps. That’s more than a stretch but you know what I mean.
So for those reasons and others, those three are my favorite songs of NRG. :)

I ramble to much don’t I?